Can I look at the truth in the eye? And what is it? Is it worth the while in the first place for an individual to think about the unattainable? The family, nation and world do their best to survive and continue their existence. This far everything should be quite obvious. The confusion starts with the means. What is right and wrong in the fight for existence? Are all means permissible? Many a man and woman too is thinking about this. Is stealing a crime, if your children are starving? Is it right to become a suicide bomber, if the existence of your tribe and nation is being threatened? What about alcohol and drugs being the only things that can alleviate the pain of your life? Why does nature cheat you to marry the wrong person? Why do all your goals eventually prove to be a mere illusion? Can a thinking human being be happy. I would not know.